The Chains
in the Darkness
(A
Meditation on El Greco’s A View of Toledo
– center of The Spanish Inquisition)
The hillside
green was a mixture of light and dark,
When the
clouds rose up seemingly from below,
Out of
nowhere the swirling winds blew through
My cell,
whistling through the links of my chains.
Premature
darkness it seemed crept into the window
As the wind
extinguished the candle that had been
My only
light. There I sat in the natural darkness,
Aware of the
futility of the artificial walls binding me,
Protecting
me, holding me in place, in my cell,
As the light
had left so too did my thoughts of man’s
Infinite
possibilities, potential, power and control.
What little
of a mind I had left, for my days were long
In this
cell, behind in a past long gone, slowly
Disappearing
from the recesses of my skull, useless
Empty
caverns, long vacated, and left to rot.
This is why
I stayed, though I knew my chains were not,
And I knew
the walls were not, and I knew that man was not,
But somehow
I also was not, or had become not,
By years of
imprisonment. How can something not
Simply be?
Can the non-existent become existent?
Quiet! It is
this thinking that landed you here, stop thinking
It only
produces chains. This heresy, this unorthodox thinking
Is
blasphemy, hateful to God, but why did he give me
These
thoughts? They are certainly dangerous to his Church,
But are they
dangerous to him? He who brought existence,
From
non-existence, order from the chaos monster,
When
everything was nothing, formless and void,
He made,
gave shape, form, and freedom, for us
To be bound
in these stone prisons, for being what He made?
There must
be a difference, for the God who did that
Did not make
these walls, did not make these chains,
Did not make
these rules that I somehow have broken,
But it was
only in the darkness that I can see His light,
Through the
walls, despite the chains, in my heart,
There is,
was, and forever will be natural divine light.
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