What Burden Then?
A
sermon delivered by Rev. Peter T. Atkinson
September
18, 2016
at
Gordonsville Presbyterian Church, Gordonsville, Virginia
Luke 17:5-17
Let us pray,
Help us to see despite
our eyes
Help us to think outside
of our minds
Help us to be more than
our lives
For your eyes show the
way
Your
mind knows the truth
Your
being is the life.
Amen.
5 The
apostles said to the Lord, “Increase our faith!” 6 And the Lord
said, “If you had faith as a grain of mustard seed, you could say to this sycamore
tree, ‘Be rooted up, and be planted in the sea,’ and it would obey you.
7 “Will
any one of you, who has a servant plowing or keeping sheep, say to him when he
has come in from the field, ‘Come at once and sit down at table’? 8 Will
he not rather say to him, ‘Prepare supper for me, and gird yourself and serve
me, till I eat and drink; and afterward you shall eat and drink’? 9 Does
he thank the servant because he did what was commanded? 10 So
you also, when you have done all that is commanded you, say, ‘We are unworthy
servants; we have only done what was our duty.’”
11 On
the way to Jerusalem he was passing along between Samaria and Galilee. 12 And
as he entered a village, he was met by ten lepers, who stood at a distance 13 and
lifted up their voices and said, “Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.” 14 When
he saw them he said to them, “Go and show yourselves to the priests.” And as
they went they were cleansed. 15 Then one of them, when he saw
that he was healed, turned back, praising God with a loud voice; 16 and
he fell on his face at Jesus’ feet, giving him thanks. Now he was a Samaritan. 17 Then
said Jesus, “Were not ten cleansed? Where are the nine?
Last
week in my sermon I talked about gratitude, that in the darkness, when we are faced
with darkness, we find ourselves to be most grateful for the light. . . and
that the other response is humility. The darkness when it falls brings us to
our knees, and we remember how much in need we are, but other times, when
everything seems to be going right, and we feel like we’ve got it made and are
invincible, and blessed, and strong, how often we forget. We forget our need,
and we forget to be thankful. . . it is no longer priority one, but somewhere
down the list. I know that nothing gets me to my knees in prayer like a
sleepless night of worry, but when things are going well, and sleep comes fast.
. . how often do I forget to pray? Are you like that? Why is that?
About
a month back, when I preached my sermon from the Macbeth speech, I refound a
video that I had first watched about year ago. I told some of you about it in
conversation following that service that day. It was a contest show, for fun, a
debate, a challenge between two scholars, one for Shakespeare, and one for John
Milton. . . the debate was, who is the best writer in the English Language, who
is the best English Poet. Shakespeare was the great favorite, and Milton the
greatly overshadowed underdog. . . the way it worked is, that the scholars
would make their arguments, and then they would set up actors, to act out
scenes. . . or read lines from Milton’s Paradise
Lost, to dramatize and make their points. It was great for nerds like me,
but even if you weren’t going to be captivated by the debate itself, you could
get blown away by the actors. . . they were so good. And it was interesting
hearing Paradise Lost, which is not a play but an epic poem read by actors, as
if it were a play. . . and it surprisingly lends itself well to it, because
like a play the characters of Paradise Lost, give long speeches, very much
reminiscent of Shakespeare. I found myself hearing passages take on new life
for me, like I was hearing them for the first time, where epic poetry can drag
on, even for a fan of language like me, these actors were bringing them to
life. One of the ones they did was this speech given by Satan. . . and I wanted
to use it this morning to help us see this morning’s scriptural passages on
gratitude in a new slant of light.
Perhaps
the brilliance of Paradise Lost, what separates it from other works, is that
Milton seeks to get into the head of Satan, who he follows some of the
extrabiblical mythology, characterizing him as the fallen Angel Lucifer. . . Milton
unlike other poets, like say Dante, who renders the devil mute, Milton tries to
get inside the mind of the fallen angel, and he does so quite interestingly.
Satan feels hatred of course, but also within that hatred is an intense feeling
of regret. . . and the regret almost is worthy of pity, for perhaps a second,
before he falls back into the intense hatred that he completely embodies and
represents. There is regret there, but it is only fleeting because he will make
the same choice again. . . he has become so embittered and hatefilled, fueled
by his rebellion. . . like Dante’s devil imprisoned by pride in the bottom pit
of Hell. . . the wind from his flapping wings freezes the water that he is
frozen in, that if he could bring himself to stop flapping his wings, the lake
would thaw and he could escape, but such humility could not come. . . Milton
gives Satan the same personality, but goes beyond situational metaphor to
communicate it, instead putting it into words, like a Shakespearean soliloquy.
. .
I
will read the speech. . . listen for the points that he makes. . . listen for
the regret. . .but also listen for the hatred. . . the blame game. . . the
comparisons that he makes to the other unfallen angels. . . he remains innocent
in his own eyes. . . well maybe not innocent, but at least fueled by hatred
towards self justification. . . he feels justified in what he has done. . . God
is to blame. . . of course:
O thou
that with surpassing Glory crownd,
Look'st from thy sole Dominion like the God
Of this new World; at whose sight all the Starrs
Hide thir diminisht heads; to thee I call, [ 35 ]
But with no friendly voice, and add thy name
O Sun, to tell thee how I hate thy beams
That bring to my remembrance from what state
I fell, how glorious once above thy Spheare;
Till Pride and worse Ambition threw me down [ 40 ]
Warring in Heav'n against Heav'ns matchless King:
Ah wherefore! he deservd no such return
From me, whom he created what I was
In that bright eminence, and with his good
Upbraided none; nor was his service hard. [ 45 ]
What could be less then to afford him praise,
The easiest recompence, and pay him thanks,
How due! yet all his good prov'd ill in me,
And wrought but malice; lifted up so high
I sdeind subjection, and thought one step higher [ 50 ]
Would set me highest, and in a moment quit
The debt immense of endless gratitude,
So burthensome, still paying, still to ow;
Forgetful what from him I still receivd,
And understood not that a grateful mind [ 55 ]
By owing owes not, but still pays, at once
Indebted and dischargd; what burden then?
O had his powerful Destiny ordaind
Me some inferiour Angel, I had stood
Then happie; no unbounded hope had rais'd [ 60 ]
Ambition. Yet why not? som other Power
As great might have aspir'd, and me though mean
Drawn to his part; but other Powers as great
Fell not, but stand unshak'n, from within
Or from without, to all temptations arm'd. [ 65 ]
Hadst thou the same free Will and Power to stand?
Look'st from thy sole Dominion like the God
Of this new World; at whose sight all the Starrs
Hide thir diminisht heads; to thee I call, [ 35 ]
But with no friendly voice, and add thy name
O Sun, to tell thee how I hate thy beams
That bring to my remembrance from what state
I fell, how glorious once above thy Spheare;
Till Pride and worse Ambition threw me down [ 40 ]
Warring in Heav'n against Heav'ns matchless King:
Ah wherefore! he deservd no such return
From me, whom he created what I was
In that bright eminence, and with his good
Upbraided none; nor was his service hard. [ 45 ]
What could be less then to afford him praise,
The easiest recompence, and pay him thanks,
How due! yet all his good prov'd ill in me,
And wrought but malice; lifted up so high
I sdeind subjection, and thought one step higher [ 50 ]
Would set me highest, and in a moment quit
The debt immense of endless gratitude,
So burthensome, still paying, still to ow;
Forgetful what from him I still receivd,
And understood not that a grateful mind [ 55 ]
By owing owes not, but still pays, at once
Indebted and dischargd; what burden then?
O had his powerful Destiny ordaind
Me some inferiour Angel, I had stood
Then happie; no unbounded hope had rais'd [ 60 ]
Ambition. Yet why not? som other Power
As great might have aspir'd, and me though mean
Drawn to his part; but other Powers as great
Fell not, but stand unshak'n, from within
Or from without, to all temptations arm'd. [ 65 ]
Hadst thou the same free Will and Power to stand?
The
speech goes longer, but I think you get the picture. . . here he stands. . .
fallen.. . sworn to be an enemy to God, and what reason does he give? Pride?
Ambition? He says that he grew tired of paying his debt to God. . . and what
was that debt. . .eternal. . . endless. .
. limitless. . . unceasing gratitude. . . a simple debt. . . to simply
be thankful for what he had been given. And Lucifer, according to the story was
given everything. . . beauty, strength, power, the highest of all the angels. .
. and yet so fell. . . the beauty of Milton, is that we can see a thought
pattern here, and a pattern not for angelic sin, but for human sin. . . we can
see our own debt in his. . . gratitude, for we too have been given the world. .
. our lives, our very breath, gifts and blessings too limitless to name, for
which our debt is to be grateful. . . and endlessly so. But are we grateful. .
. are we always, or is that too great a burden for us to bear. . . Milton’s
character even lets us know something about the gratitude that we owe to God. .
. that it truly is no burden at all because the law of love itself forgives us
this burden. .. . he says that a “grateful mind by owing owes not, but still
pays, at once indebted and discharged, what burden then?” He seems to be saying
that when you feel gratitude it doesn’t feel like a burden, but a regenerative
balance, where the gift and the payment is all one and the same. . . but it is
so easy to fall out of that cycle of regeneration.
Look at where he goes next, after saying
this. . . he says. . . O had his powerful Destiny ordained me some inferior
angel, I had stood then happy.” If I wasn’t so great then I wouldn’t have
rebelled. . . what a tremendous statement of pride right. . . If I wasn’t so
marvelous then I never would have rebelled. . . but how true is that. . . how
human is that. . . we get in this human life a false sense of greatness. . .
our responsibilities. . . our gifts. . . tremendous as they are. . . rather
than feeling blessed by them. . . we see them as a burden. . . we think of the
phrase. . . to whom much is given much is expected. . . and we don’t wish to
rise to it. We wonder, couldn’t I be just blessed a little bit less? Again just
a little feeling of this removes us from that gratitude cycle of giving and
receiving without burden. And finally he wonders how those other angels didn’t
fall. . . thinking they must not have been given the same freedom of will he
was. . . he can barely even understand how those who are still in the fold
could have stayed. . . from this point the speech goes on an increasingly
downward spiral. . . to where this statement that started with him saying that
God didn’t deserve his rebellion, his hatred. . . this God who had done nothing
but bless him. . . that is where he started, but he eventually goes to a place
where he says “I am Hell” I am the embodiment of the separation and punishment
I feel. . . and then his hatred grows, and he again vows to continue to do evil
against God and His creation.
We can learn a lot here about the downward
spiral of sin. . . and we see here how the lack of gratitude seems to be an
important root, an important beginning to the downward spiral. Lack of
gratitude certainly seems to be the beginning of all of the bad that comes. And
I look at my life, and I look at the world around me, and I see a lot of wisdom
here being spoken from the mouth of Satan, because this isn’t the serpent Satan
yet, and this isn’t the tempter Satan. He isn’t trying to fool anyone, other
than himself, really, and watching him try to fool himself is quite revealing.
. . so we can glean much here for ourselves. Again Milton is showing us the
depths of human depravity, and how it can start. . . a simple debt. . . a
burden placed and removed instantly. . . it reminds me of Abraham walking up
that mountain with Isaac and now lamb. . . the willingness is all. . . and
faith removes the price . . . instantly. Gratitude. . . it seems like a small
price to pay. . . even if it wasn’t repaid immediately. . . what makes it hard?
Look at the gospel lesson for today. . .
chapter 17 begins with Jesus saying, “temptations to sin are sure to come, but
woe to him by whom they come. . .” and the whole deal about the mill stone
around his neck. . . cast into sin. . . by leading others astray. I thought
that was apropos for Satan’s speech, but it goes on, and Jesus is talking to
the disciples and the Pharisees gathered it seems at the same time. Both
burdened with the blessing of leadership. . . right. . . elites. . . remember
the Pharisee who said, thank you for making me not a sinner like that other
guy, the tax collector. . . yes that comes in the next chapter. . . and in the
previous chapter. . . you have the importance of the teachings of the law and
the prophets. . . as well as the parable of the dishonest manager. . . so we
are here in the midst of the great parables of Jesus. . . hard hitting and harsh
to his biggest critics, the Pharisees. . . but here in this chapter we see the
apostles asking for increased faith, and Jesus says, oh but with only the faith
of a mustardseed. . . but right on the heels of that he tells them a parable
about servants and masters. . . and how the servants do what the masters ask
and should not be given any thanks. . . of course not right. . . who should be
praised for stuff they are supposed to do. . . . no, no extra praise right. . .
interesting. What does Jesus mean by this? Why are all these teachings here
together? What does increasing faith. . . mustard seeds. . . and servants doing
what they are supposed to do without thanks. . . have to do with each other?
And then we get to it. . . Jesus is
walking and passes 10 lepers. . . he is on the border of Samaria and Judah. . .
and he heals the lepers, sending them all away, saying go show yourselves to
the priests, and they are all made clean. . . out of the 10 only 1 comes back.
. . Jesus wonders where the other 9 were. . . he says was only 1 willing to
come back and give praise to God. . . and the one who comes back is a
Samaritan. . . a foreigner. . . an outsider. . . but yet he gives prayer to
God. . . why not the others?
It occurred to me while I was reading this
that maybe the parable in the middle here should be flipped around. . . that so
often we look at this from our own point of view. . . that we are the servants.
. . that we should go about our business. . . not expecting praise. . . that we
should. . . just give and give without reward. . . that it is something like
the Elder brother in the Prodigal Son parable. . . that if we see our devotion
to God. . . doing what we are supposed to do as a burden. . . or as he puts it.
. . I’ve worked here for you as a slave. . . and you kill the fatted calf for
this your son. . . that we shouldn’t be like that. . . and I think that is good
teaching, but as I was reading this together, with the speech from Milton on my
mind, and looking at all different parts of this chapter and the surrounding
chapters in context, I can’t help but wonder if we are the master in our minds
and God and Jesus are the servants. . . and we expect Jesus to do what he does.
. . God to do what he does. . . Look at
the parable then again that way
7 “Will
any one of you, who has a servant plowing or keeping sheep
Good Shepherd?
say to him when he has come in from the field, ‘Come at once
and sit down at table’?
Do we invite God into our tables. . . our daily lives. . .
with grace and thanksgiving. . .?
8 Will
he not rather say to him, ‘Prepare supper for me, and gird yourself and serve
me, till I eat and drink; and afterward you shall eat and drink’?
Demand to be served. . . give me what I want. . . feed me
then I will feed you
9 Does
he thank the servant because he did what was commanded?
Do we thank God or is it just expected?
10 So
you also, when you have done all that is commanded you, say, ‘We are unworthy
servants; we have only done what was our duty.’”
It’s wild to think about it this way. . .
but is this exactly why the 9 lepers do not return. . . did they expect to be
healed, and therefore had no reason to say thank you. . . to come back and
worship? What is different about the 1. . . a Samaritan. . . an outsider. . . a
stranger. . . not living in the expectation of the promises of God, but finding
the blessings new to him, overcome with gratitude.
How can we get better at this? Not taking
things for granted? Not treating God like our servant, doing what is expected.
. . but instead seeing it as the blessing that it truly is. So simple. . . so
important! May God give us that grateful heart, Amen.
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